I have a confession to make. I try my best to only report the good news on this blog. Obviously, nothing is perfect and there are always struggles. I feel as if now, more than ever, I am being tested because of the decision I have made to serve God here in Italy. It can be very frustrating to try to adapt to new situations and new people that make up a new life with a new language, new customs, and so much confusion. Of course I love Italy, but it can be difficult to adjust and always have the best attitude, so far away from the people I love. I have not said anything about this until now, because I didn't want to sound neagtive or unappreciative of the opportunity that I have to be here. Because of something that happened today, I decided to share this:
A few of us (some Americans, some Italians) were all trying to communicate with one another before worship this morning, and it seemed impossible. Then one of the men said,
"Quando prendiamo al cielo, faremo tutto capisce l'un l'altro. Una lingua," which means
"When we all get to Heaven, we will be able to understand each other. One language."
I don't know how to describe what I felt when he said that, but it was so beautfiful. It struck me so deeply, and put everything into perspective for me. I just wanted to share that, and a couple of verses. I also wanted to apologize to those of you who I have complained to about such small things, when my purpose here is so much bigger than myself.
"More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us." Romans 5:3-5.
"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing...Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love Him."
James 1:2-4, 12.
I felt compelled to share this in the hopes that it would help someone else who might need to hear it. Then, almost as if "someone" had planned it, the closing song today was "When we all get to Heaven" which we sang in English and Italian simultaneously.